Part 2

I forgot to mention a couple of things.

1) I am worried about school. I took all of my classes online last semester because I didn't find out until last minute that things weren't going to work out at the school I wanted to go to so the only way I could take all the classes I needed and also work was to take the classes online. Well, I regret taking them online because I failed all of them. The online classes were super hard because I had so much due each week from each class. I had like 3 things due for each class about twice a week and my internet kept dying on me so I missed the deadline to submit some things, I forgot about some assignments until after the due date passed, and I just felt completely overwhelmed. Anyways, my school has put me on financial aid suspension, which means I can't get any kind of loans or anything until I either bring my grades up, or I appeal the decision and my appeal is approved. I am going to try appealing the decision because I am not taking any classes online this semester. I am taking them all in the classroom. But if my appeal is not approved, I will have to go to school only part time because I won't be able to afford full time. The thing is though, even if I go part time I am not sure that I'd be able to afford it. I looked up the cost and it's $637. I would have to pay half of it plus $20 up front. I don't have much money right now because my job is giving me like no hours so I am not completely sure I would get that much money. I am just hoping and praying that somehow, everything works out. If it doesn't, I have no clue what I am going to tell my mom. She'll be mad if I don't go back to school this semester. She doesn't want me taking time off from school.

Second, I have court coming up on January 5. I am hoping all goes well. I have a court appointed lawyer and the lawyer gave me some advice that he said might help but he couldn't gaurantee it. I followed his advice, so we'll just have to see how it works out on January 5. I am hoping and praying this won't go on my record, but I am also kind of nervous about how much money it will be because like I said, I don't make much money and I don't have much at the time being either. I think I can get on some kind of payment plan but I don't know. I'll just have to see come January 5. Really, I am just hoping all works out.